Visa Application

So the last two days I’ve been getting my application ready for my UK Spouse Visa. It’s slow going as I try to figure out what all supporting documents I should include and get them ready and printed. It’s quite a stressful time for me because I can’t help but think “what if?” What if I don’t get it? What if I have to spend six months out of the year next year away from my husband? I really pray that will not be the case. If it is I would probably stay in Istanbul for three months and go to Glasgow for the middle six months and then maybe go home for a three month visit to America.

I think I finally have it mostly in order, just need to get to an internet café to get everything printed and copied adequately. I have my meeting where I must turn in my supporting documents, pay, and get my biometrics taken set for next Wednesday afternoon. After I go there, they will give all of the information to the consulate in Istanbul, and they will make the decision (hopefully within time for us to buy plane tickets that aren’t ridiculous).

Just wanted to update what I’m up to (and what I’m pulling my hair out over!).
I’m also working on knitting a cardigan.
Hopefully I can get it done in the next month or two so that I don't get too bored and leave it for dead.

Moved

Well friends (all two of you that keep up with my goings-on), I'm moving my blog to another url because for some reason this one won't let me change the layout. It's istanbulscalling. So move over there and now it will be a little prettier. ;)

Relief...

Today I gave my two weeks notice to my job, and boy do I feel like a huge weight has lifted off my shoulders! I don't have to be super careful anymore not to let it slip to anyone who might tell before I'm able to give them my notice. Phew! :)
So many things to do, so many things to get... I feel very under-prepared. I'm getting so antsy, and at the same time I can't believe I am going so soon. Oh well, that's life right?

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Just trying to test posting from the iPod...

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Its official!

Well, I am officially going back "home" on Jan 1!!! :) I'm more than excited, and extremely nervous! It's been so long since I've taught and I will be working with different books and starting over with friends and co-workers... Gotta run because I was supposed to punch in for work a few mins ago!

Plans?

Well, I heard from that school, and they decided to hire someone who was already in Istanbul since they could start the training right away... bummer. :/ But, I have continued my job search. It's quite difficult to find a job without being there. I might have a phone interview tomorrow for a certain language school, and I am thinking of taking that job and maybe looking for something better when I arrive...? The lure of a real school teaching kids as opposed to a language school is mainly the hours: no weekends, no evenings, and 2 months holiday in the summer... Of course you have to teach bratty kids, but the way I see it is... what's the difference between teaching bratty kids and teaching bratty adults? ;) 'Cause I definitely had my full share of bratty adults. Nuff said.

I'm so ancy... Of course it's sad that one of my best Turkish friends, Kaan, is now here in the states now that I'm pretty set on going back.

Next Step?

I am very unsure of my life right now. I'm not sure where I fit in, or where I even want to for that matter. I long to return to Istanbul, the city is calling to me. :) I have applied to a position teaching children in a private school, but I have yet to hear back from them since my phone interview. I'm hoping for the best: that they accept me and that the salary they offer me will be what I need to justify going back there... ;) Those who have spent significant time in another world will understand me when I say that I just feel incomplete not being there. The other choice that I am deciding between (other than staying here) is S. Korea. The money would be good, and the benefits are great (prepaid airfare, single accommodation, a larger foreigner community, at least 2000 a month) but the question I keep asking myself is why I would want to start over. I would be starting over in so many ways. I had just begun to come to terms and understand the culture quite a bit (at least I was used to being stared at like a piece of meat all the time by the men... ha) and really have a desire, and a good foundation, for learning the language. I have a few friends there. Starting over in all of those respects seems like a harder task than what I'm up for at this point.
There's also the option of staying here. Being with my family is great, but that in itself can't be the only thing keeping me here... it's not really enough. My job is crap, I have too many bills to afford the things that contribute so much to my happiness being the highly independent person that I am: having a car of my own, a place of my own and being surrounded by the things that make me feel like me. So basically, barring the incredible miracle that a job opens before me that will allow for me to be happy about something in my life other than that I'm near my family, I think that this option is out of the running at this point. Now, I'm up for suggestions, job offers, or even large monetary gifts... let me know if you have any of the above to offer. ;)
So all of that said, this brings me back to where I was at the beginning. Waiting to hear from the school, hoping and praying that I'm starting in the right direction. ?

Leaving on a jet plane....

Well, my bags are packed and weighed, all of my stuff is cleared out of my room, my bedding is in the washer, and somehow sitting here this still feels like my room... My last morning in Istanbul. I really don't know what to say. I'm about to go into Dilko and say goodbye to everyone who is working, and my students. It's been a good year. It's really hard for me to say goodbye to this "home" of mine, and yet I know that this ending is really just the beginning to a new adventure, whatever that may be: coming back in a few months, going to Korea to teach, or any other place that I may end up.
I'm off to London to visit Charlotte and see the sights! As exciting as that is, I'm quite sure that I'm going to be crying the entire way there. It's really neat because Charlotte knows exactly how I feel, having left Istanbul only six or seven months ago. So I'll have someone to cry to that knows what I'm going through.
For now, farewell. I'll see you soon enough.

We had another picnic with that class on Friday, which was really fun. One of the older ladies that used to be in the class (she's super rich) hired a little band for the picnic, and it was quite the surprise when they came marching in playing traditional Turkish music!! Everyone started dancing and it was very fun. Then, Ali (my manager) hung up flags when we were inside getting some food, and when we came back out we saw that they were these huge flags that had all pictures of us and the Dilko logo!! Haha... Mine was all pics of me, with the phrase "we will miss you, but we'll never forget you" across the bottom, with the top full of writing from some teachers and students. Anthony's was for his birthday, which was last week. That was so nice, and unexpected! :)

The last week or so has been pretty good. The universities here have concerts all during the summer, and I went to one at Istanbul University. Of course, I had no idea who the band was (Kargo), so that made it a little bit boring, but it was still a pretty fun time.
























































Then, on my last day teaching my morning class, for the last hour we went bowling! I'm gonna miss my students so much. Well, most of them anyway ;) haha.